On Day 275, we learned about the seven steps to awakening (as those steps are described in NTI). As a review, those steps are:

Step 1– An intense desire for awakening.

Step 2– Seeing through the ‘mask’ of ferociousness (attack, grievance, harshness) to the false beliefs that support and sustain it.

Step 3– Tiring of judgment.

Step 4– Letting go of the belief that life is temporary, which is also letting go of the belief that the body-mind-personality is your reality.

Step 5– Learning to trust all that is as it is.

Step 6– Letting go of perception, which is letting go of thought as me.

Step 7– Giving no meaning to anything the ego says or any experience you have as the ego dies its final death.

If you examine these steps carefully, you will see that they are not necessarily sequential.

The steps can be circular in nature, like a spiral of awakening.

Yesterday’s reading said:

Do not make the mistake of seeing the harvest as an event in your future, for always the harvest is now. … Always, it is now, so always, it is time to let go of judgment and look at the darkness hiding in the recesses of the mind.

The harvest and the spiral of awakening are one and the same. That means:

Now is the time to increase your desire for awakening.

Now is the time to look beneath upsets for false beliefs.

Now is the time to notice that judgment causes you pain.

Now is the time to practice awareness-watching-awareness.

Now is the time to nurture unconditional trust.

Now is the time to let go of identifying with thought.

Now is the time to give no meaning to the ego as it squirms about seeking believing-attention.

A spiral of awakening is a helpful symbol, because it helps us see that we may not be “done” with a particular step, but that we visit it over and over again as we spiral into awakening. It’s a helpful symbol for another reason too. Humans are not necessarily comfortable with a spiral. They tend to be more comfortable with a sense of control. So, the spiral of awakening helps us understand the feeling of resistance that arises as we go through the awakening process.

Remember that the spiral of awakening awakens us to joy, clarity, love and reality. When you feel the urge to cling to something and fight against the spiral, remember that the spiral carries you into awakening. Rest, release and allow.

Here is a song that may help you remember this advice:

Read Revelation 15:5-8 in the Bible before reading today’s reading in NTI.

Yesterday we saw that our belief in guilt (wrong) supports our habit of judgment, and our habit of judgment keeps us locked in the idea that we are a person. Through judgment, we see ourselves as a person in a world. We do not see everything as consciousness. This is why judgment is called the “building block of illusion.”

Today’s reading refers to “God’s judgment.” In this context, “God’s judgment” is seeing consciousness as consciousness. It is seeing as God (as consciousness). That’s why today’s reading says:

The hour of God’s judgment is the hour of your release.

Near the end of St. Francis’ life, he went to the La Verna hermitage in Tuscany, north of Assisi. According to one biographer, he climbed Mt. Verna:

“as though he were pulled along by an inner voice that kept calling out to him. He knew that something out of the ordinary was beginning to take shape within him among these mountain boulders. …

“Francis felt the need to be alone, not in order to avoid people, but in order to see and touch his God in an experience that he already knew from his premonition would be new and exceptional. …

“Francis once again wanted to come in contact with the ‘judgment of God.’” ~ Gianmaria Polidoro

Was the event at La Verna, which is traditionally referred to as the physical stigmata, actually the final end of the ego? One can only wonder, although the possibility of it is inspirational.

Remember what we learned on Day 273:

All of consciousness is one and the same, so if Jesus (or Siddhartha or Francis) or any other being can realize absolute truth, you can too. You are fully worthy and fully capable. All that is needed is an absolute decision and commitment-living-practice to back up that decision.

Today’s reading continues to interpret Revelation with the right-mind, and so you will read a little from Revelation in the Bible today. As you read from Revelation and from NTI today, keep in mind that you are being taught how to live your everyday life in a way that lets go of ego. By living your everyday life in the way NTI Revelation recommends, you can transcend the ego completely and come to see through the eyes of God.

Today’s reading says:

When you fear death, realize the judge has been allowed to be resurrected.

That means you are thinking like a person again; you see yourself as a body-mind-personality, and so you think body-mind-personality is primary and life is secondary. To reverse this error, shift into awareness-watching-awareness. Through awareness-watching-awareness, you see for yourself that life-awareness is primary and body-mind-personality is secondary. You see that body-mind-personality is observed. Body, mind and personality are objects. You are beyond them.

Before reading from NTI, read Revelation 14:8-12 from the Bible. Note: Today’s reading refers to the lessons that are represented by the 144,000. You can review those lessons in NTI Revelation, Chapter 7.

Yesterday we learned that we transcend the temptations that occur during the seventh step to awakening by learning to make choices with inner intuition. This is hard for most humans, because most humans make decisions through judgment.

Today, we are going to learn more about judgment. By examining judgment carefully, we will learn to notice it more easily in ourselves. Then, when we notice we are making a decision by using judgment, we can drop our judgment, empty our mind, and ask within for intuitive guidance.

Today, you will use the tip differently. The tip will guide you through the reading and through a journaling experience. See today’s tip as a teacher who is telling you what to do when. As you complete each step, return to the tip to find out what you are to do next.

1. Read Revelation 13:1-4 in the Bible.
2. Read NTI Revelation, Chapter 13 (v1-4), and then return to the tip.

When NTI says, “The beast that comes out of the sea is your judgment against your Self,” it means it is your judgment against consciousness. Whenever you judge anything, you judge consciousness, because all things are made of consciousness.

Most people can let go of judgment in some situations, but very few people are willing to let go of judgment in all situations. However, whenever we rely on judgment, we identify with the mind as “me,” because we believe its thoughts are “my thoughts.” That means whenever we judge anything, we believe we are a person and we do not see ourselves as consciousness.

Therefore, as we learned in NTI Romans 2, judgment is the “building block of illusion.” Through judgment, we believe that we are what we are not.

3. Read NTI Revelation, Chapter 13 (v5-10), and then return to the tip.

You are about to do a journaling exercise. In this exercise, you will ask for a right-minded interpretation of the verses you are about to read from the Bible. As you read, realize that the beast is Self-judgment, which is judging anything since everything is consciousness. So, when the Bible says, “The beast was given a mouth to utter proud words and blasphemies,” it means that Self-judgment is not limited. It is not limited regarding what it judges or how it judges.

If you look at the judgments in your mind, you will see this is true. Self-judgment is very active and very creative.

Before going to the journaling exercise, let’s review how to open up to right-minded interpretation:

Step back.
Detach from what your mind thinks.
Look at the whole as it is.
Feel within for intuition.

4. Read Revelation 13:5-10 in the Bible, and then ask to see what you need to see regarding Self-judgment. After you complete your journaling, return to the tip.
5. Read Revelation 13:11,12 in the Bible.
6. Read NTI Revelation, Chapter 13 (v11,12).

NTI says that the second beast is guilt, and guilt supports judgment. In other words, as long as you believe in guilt (wrong), you believe you need judgment. You think judgment keeps you safe and provides guidance on how to be good and worthy.

In order to let go of judgment, you also have to let go of the belief in guilt. When this happens, right and wrong or good and bad are replaced with a way of seeing that is often described as, “Everything is just happening.” Manifestation is seen as unfolding based on what consciousness believes, but it is not seen as good or bad, right or wrong. It’s just a reflection of beliefs.

This is how Jesus saw when he said:

Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.

It is as we learned through NTI Acts 3:

Ignorance is not guilt. It is a call for knowledge.

7. Read NTI Revelation, Chapter 13 (v13-18).
8. Read Revelation 13:13-18 in the Bible, and then ask to see what you need to see regarding your belief in guilt (wrong).