Note: If desired, watch all of Acts 6 from the Visual Bible movie, Acts.

In today’s reading, the Holy Spirit invites us to ask it any questions we have as we move through the awakening process. Many of you are already journaling with inner spiritual wisdom and asking it your questions. If you haven’t started this process, now is a good time to begin. If you are afraid, realize that fear comes from guilt or unworthiness, and by listening to fear you continue to believe you are guilty or unworthy.

Place fear aside and ask your questions through journaling. If nothing comes, leave the question open in your mind and go on with your day. You may be surprised to find that the answer will come to you later in the day or the next day. The answer may pop into your mind when you aren’t looking for it. It may come through a song, a teaching that you hear, a book that you read, something a friend says or in any other way. If you ask your question and remain open for the answer, it will come.

Today’s reading also addresses what I used to call “ego attacks.” As we move forward with purification, which is letting go of ideas and beliefs that the ego is attached to, the ego rebels. Although the ego can get quite loud, ego attacks are nothing to be afraid of.

An ego attack is like a child throwing a temper tantrum. When my daughter was about two years old and started throwing temper tantrums, I decided to ignore them. She would lie in the floor screaming, crying, kicking her legs and flailing her arms. I simply continued with my chores, stepping right over her if I needed to. Temper-tantrums didn’t last long with Jasmine, because I didn’t give them energy. She didn’t get anything from me by throwing a temper-tantrum, so she gave up on that tactic.

The same strategy works with the ego. Let it throw its tempter tantrums, but don’t give them any attention. Don’t fear them. Don’t fight them. Don’t believe them. Just go on with your day or get into a resting position and practice rest-accept-trust. The less power you give the ego attack, the less power it has to rebel with.

Note: It may be helpful to review the tip from Day 100.

Note:  Before reading today’s tip, read Acts 5:1-11 from the Bible or watch all of Acts 5 from the Visual Bible movie, Acts.

Today, we will continue to look at the belief that we are guilty (or unworthy, shameful, etcetera.) NTI uses the story of Ananias and his wife to help us look at our belief in guilt.

In my experience as a spiritual teacher, guilt and its sister-feelings, like unworthiness and shame, are at the core of each person. Some people are very aware of their feelings of guilt, unworthiness or shame. Other people aren’t aware of those feelings. Those who aren’t aware tend to see themselves as better than others in one way or another. They see others as guilty or unworthy, just as Peter saw Ananias and his wife as guilty, and just as the leaders of the Jewish faith saw Peter and the apostles as guilty. This is a classic example of projection. When the belief in guilt is healed, we do not see anyone  as guilty, unworthy or shameful.

If you feel this discussion about guilt does not apply to you, pause and look at how you see others. If you see guilt, unworthiness or shamefulness anywhere in the world, the belief is deeply repressed in you. You need this healing too.

The Truth

The belief that we are guilty is not true. In order to see that it’s not true, we need to take our eyes off of the lie and focus them on the truth.

Yesterday we learned that there is only one Will, and that is life-awareness-freedom. That is the truth. For the purpose of simplification, let’s shorten that to life.  Life is what God is, life is what God created you as, and life is God’s Will for you. The only thing God wants for you and from you is life. Nothing else is asked or expected.

With that said, if you have an extra-marital affair, have you gone against God’s Will or are you still life?

If you hurt someone with something you say in anger, have you gone against God’s one Will or are you still life?

What if you hit someone, throw dishes at someone or steal? What if you lie or fail to respect your parents? Have you gone against God’s Will or are you still life?

It is true that mistakes like these can cause unnecessary suffering, but as we have already seen, these mistakes are caused by ignorance and are a call for knowledge. Although you may believe they go against God’s Will, they don’t, because God’s Will is life, and life is unaffected by these mistakes.

Some people may ask, “What if I kill someone?” The answer is, are you still life? Look at the life that you are. It is uninterrupted and unaffected in you. That is the answer to your question.

Others may ask, “What about suicide? Am I guilty if I commit suicide?”

Well, if suicide actually results in death, then you are dead. Can something that no longer exists be guilty or does it simply no longer exist? And if suicide does not actually result in death, but results in a transition from one type of life to another, there is still life, isn’t there?

As some people read this, their minds may try to prove that guilt is true in some circumstances. If so, why? Why try to prove that guilt is true instead of accepting this teaching?

On Day 99, our Thought of Awakening said:

See that the thoughts
you want to hold to
are only thoughts
you want to hold to.

They are ideas only.
And you want to hold to them
as if they are your life.

But are they your life?
Are these ideas
that which you are?

That’s a great question to contemplate today. Are your ideas about guilt your life, or is your life present and unaffected by your ideas about guilt? Which is your foundational truth, and which is added by the mind?

As you contemplate this, you might consider these questions:

Does everyone see guilt in the same way? For example, in some cultures a woman is guilty for letting a man she is not married to see her hair. Does everyone agree that is a crime, or are our ideas about guilt merely ideas?

What if there is no such thing as guilt? What if guilt is only a mind-made idea and there’s no truth to it at all?

That is what is being taught now. Guilt is only an idea. There is no truth to it at all. And that is why you cannot be guilty (or unworthy or shameful. They are also mind-made ideas.)