Yesterday’s reading presented the problem, which is judgment and belief. Through judgment and belief, consciousness appears as something—many things—other than consciousness. Judgment and belief, which is unconscious judgment, are the obstacles to the awareness of unity consciousness.

Today’s reading presents the solution:

… all you need do is unweave  your way out of fantasy. You reverse the “laws” that made it by ceasing to play the game.

How do we do that?

1. 1. Realize we do not know anything.
   2. Seek within for guidance regarding all things.

You see, when we think we know, we make judgments and decisions, and we continue to believe our beliefs, all of which is  the creative principle that makes consciousness appear as many things.

If we accept that we do not know anything—we do not know what we are, what’s true and not true, what’s in our best interest, how to awaken, and etcetera—and then we ask for guidance every step of the way, then we are not exercising the judgment that creates appearance. In this way, appearance fades and reality is revealed.

It couldn’t be simpler!

We simply keep reminding ourselves, over and over, “I do not know. I must ask.”

Forget everything you’ve ever learned, and just keep asking, “What am I to do now?” In this way, your script is delivered as intuition by awakened consciousness, and you can follow it to your point of awakening.

Today’s reading tells the story of how the Second Principle of God, Consciousness, created the Third Principle of God, which is the creative principle, and how through the creative principle, the Fourth Principle of God is made manifest. It says the entire process started with a wish, which was something like:

What if nothing was as it is?
What if I could make something completely different,
and make it whatever I want?
What would that be like?

In effect, the wish was consciousness wishing it could make something other than consciousness, which the reading calls “an impossible hypothesis” that could never be true.

As an analogy, imagine that children’s molding clay decides to make something different from children’s molding clay, and so it forms a city out of children’s molding clay. Did it actually make something different than children’s molding clay?

No. Regardless of what is formed from the clay, children’s molding clay is still all there is.

To continue, consciousness wished for the experience of something different from consciousness and it “needed a tool to create this experience.” The tool it created is the Third Principle of God, the creative principle. But what is that actually?

NTI calls it judgment or decision. Another word that could have been used is declaration. The creative principle—the tool that creates everything in manifestation—is the judgment, decision or declaration that something is real.

Let’s pause and look at this for just a moment.

The story about the wish and the creative principle is not a “once upon a time” story. We are consciousness now. If we are not awakened to consciousness, the wish is a part of our subconscious now, and we make manifestation appear real now. This is a story about what we are doing now.

How do we make things appear real?

By deciding they are real.

Let me give you an example:

Let’s imagine that you are married. You are somewhat content in your marriage, even though your marriage has its challenges. One day your partner comes to you and says, “I want a divorce.”

You are shocked. You didn’t see this coming. You feel flattened by a blow from a fist as big as the universe. It feels as if everything has come crashing down on you. You carry this feeling with you for years after your partner leaves.

Actually, you are okay. Although property was divided during the divorce process, you have a roof over your head, you eat food everyday, you drive a car, and etcetera. However, you decided that you were “flattened by a blow from a fist as big as the universe” and “everything has come crashing down on you,” so that is how you see it. You cannot see that you are okay. If someone points out that you are okay and there is no reason to be upset, you think that person is cruel and insensitive.

When we judge something as real, we make it real for us. Each time we judge anything, we subconsciously declare it to be real. Judgment is divine decision. It is the Third Principle of God.

Today’s reading also explains how truth became repressed and forgotten as appearance became primary. In this same process, spiritual intuition became repressed and thinking, which is a type of appearance, became our primary agent for decision-making.

As soon as appearance became our primary agent for decision-making, we led our self deeper into appearance and believed it was reality. In this way, belief became an unconscious form of judgment. Belief unconsciously judges something as real.

As we know, the appearance has become quite complicated. It is filled with appearances to believe and judge, all of which keeps the creative principle active, and innumerable appearances continue to appear, appearing real.

Today’s reading says:

All are invited into the Awareness of God,
and none are to be left out.

And then, it introduces the obstacle to the Awareness of God. It calls the obstacle, “a wish.”

NTI Acts 23 said, “…cruelty lives in you as a wish.” However, that isn’t the wish that today’s reading is about. The wish that today’s reading is about is the source of the wish for cruelty. It is also the source of unworthiness, guilt, fear, and etcetera.

What is the wish?

We’ll find out tomorrow. Today, it’s important that we contemplate six teachings regarding the wish first:

1. The wish is inside of your mind, not someone else’s.
2. The wish is subconscious, and so it may not immediately be seen as your wish.
3. The wish is only a thought, and so it is nothing at all.
4. The wish hasn’t had any actual effects.
5. The fact that you could explore your wish is cause for joy and gratitude.
6. Now that the wish has been explored, it can be let go.

I’d like to comment on the first teaching in that list, and then I will leave it to you to contemplate the remaining teachings with inner spiritual intuition.

The wish is inside of my mind, not someone else’s:

On Day 125, we learned that ‘you’ refers to everyone and everything manifest. If your name is Sally or Harry, ‘you’ does not refer to Sally or Harry alone. ‘You’ refers to everything manifest. ‘You’ refers to consciousness appearing as something—as many things—other than consciousness. So, when NTI Romans says the wish is inside of your mind, it is referring to the one ‘you’ that we all are.

At the same time, we cannot heal this wish if we see it in other people’s minds instead of in our own. That’s why NTI says, “This wish is not within anyone else, although you would rather see it there.”

If we see others as responsible, we deny our own responsibility. When we deny our own responsibility, the wish continues subconsciously.

If we are to heal the obstacle to the Awareness of God—which is healing the obstacle to unity consciousness—we need to see the wish as “in my mind.” Everyone else is permitted to be exactly as they are. In fact, it is helpful to see everyone as perfect just as they are. If anything is upsetting to me, I look in my mind for the root cause of the upset. By always taking responsibility  whenever I am upset, the wish is healed in me.

Likewise, we avoid healing when we blame others for our upset.

After reading today’s reading, please contemplate the remaining teachings in the list above as you journal with inner spiritual wisdom. You might try asking questions like:

What do I need to know about the wish being subconscious?

What is meant by, “The wish is only a thought, and so it is nothing at all?”

Etcetera.

Feel free to form your own questions. Inner wisdom will help you ask the questions that are most helpful for you to ask.